“Raw In Nature”

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Deflected by the path of rectitude we walk in the footsteps of a cold dark society

But If the sun chooses to rise through the darkness and frail shadows …so should I…

Why, not?

I see myself as another being of light strayed away from the masses & blasphemy.

Raw in nature I am the nurturer to the brush of my own path and what awaits

And if I strive to please you I’d be a fool let alone condone my own soul’s will.

Stars aligned define a new meaning to existent and I too can participate in this silly

race

But I’d rather not waste  my vibes dancing amidst the same tune of destiny or fate….

I’ve always been more of One to Create…

if I too remain calm and persistent…woosah

Detachment from emotions we chant…Hoorah!

Never let it get you down…

why frown too many wrinkles in places that need not be anyhow…ha!

Catastrophes of this life’s illusion do blind the deceitful eye in sun shine.

A blink of any defiled scribes and misguided minds…oops, you missed it

Casting pearls before swine has never been a thought of mine yet I’d offer a helping mind.

Define time in this matrix of twisted distractions, guilt, and fear

Waking up moments before death only to realize your time was wasted here.

Breathe in…raw nature…Exhale… let it go

Memorabilia Is Only an Abstract Moment In Time

DSC_0457De ja vu brings renditions of patterns in the form of scattered showers to a new frontier
while remembering those thoughts on a purpose are all we’ve shared
What once was a common cause or care has now become cold laughs and blind stares
As a heart at cope with matters of the past we still weep inside knowing each moment is long gone
Why do we steer in the brinks of the tumbleweed path?
Not knowing what we have been given shall last
understanding what we’ve been given, shall we freeze, move to a beat of a different drum, slow down, or speed up to the tempo of those sad songs we’ve been singing for far too long
Although the seasons do reflect the aroma of nostalgia not long ago
I do feel we have come closer…to life
If it means anything, every morning I awake to the birds’ song…thats good enough

The rest is easy and if I have the conversation with time like I did before
the story hasn’t changed just abstract glitches in this matrix we’re living
anticipating promises of hope that the next moment is given…at last.

At 127.0.0.1 with a javaHolic…the soapbox

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Early mornings with the blinded masses

misguided by fake smiles and grim laughter

Morning meetings to discuss more meetings

Superficial greetings and self –esteems of those who’ve apparently

undergone all sorts of verbal lashings and terrible beatings…lifetime upon lifetime

 Boost me from all of the madness…is this really what I want?

Emails back and forth about potential sales,

last night’s janitor clearly mistook my software collection for Braille.

Selfish twistories and all sorts of vindictive summaries upon negative glory.

Religious arguments…Wait!  Its 8.a.m. can we all just be friends

Live as people and not animals until the end…or perhaps at least 5pm?

I can tell you this I don’t need the last case of “Mondays” on my file again

Was it the 4 cups of your caffeine, I’ve been clean from nicotine for a while now…oh I get it

 Maybe the long hours and lack of raises again?

My work performance wouldn’t show that my bank account is still low

And on top of the matter by which I do reach social security’s age it will have shattered.

May I cash out now?

May I lash out now?

With a smile and my renunciation I can find my own emancipation…awaiting

Spain…Croatia…perhaps a cozy little corner of Jamaican soil.

Undecided somewhere on an island if you fail to hear anything from me all’s well.

South Coast, Slavonia…nature calls, who needs Dell?

Eggs boiled, catch of the day…my bagel will be fresh, and non-toxic…and you coffee too…then again with so much of that true life around

I probably wouldn’t need any of you.

For now to wake me up and get me through

these Excel spreadsheets, audits, fake rapports,

inventory, presentations, escalations,

blasphemy of all sorts just to do it all again tomorrow.

Kisses Are Nice but Memories Stick Better…

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One thought, two hearts,

Abreast as they soar.

Eight limbs embracing tightly,

Can you feel the amour?

Sweat dripping from our bodies,

As eruptions spew between us both.

A succession this is,

While our bodies seem to boast.

Thief to my heart,

Looking at you I stare,

You scream to me harder,

And I say oh, right there.

The energy is supernova,

The fires of hell would despair.

Your love takes me over,

To places I normally wouldn’t dare.

With the trigger finger of love,

I pull with much delight,

If the sun were to stare,

There would be nothing to compare

The voice of Mother Nature,

Scaling in degrees,

As the rhapsody concurs with souls.

And islands dance in the breeze.

Baby take me away,

Memories do seem to last forever

as fractions of your kisses  just as precise as the weather.

Gold plating to my karma, adhesive to my soul

Cherished forever, never letting them go.

A Colorful Dreary Bunch

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Rain clouds frolic in the distance while thunder plays nearby.
A drizzle begins to refresh my window
every single drop from the sky
Refreshing to my parched sill,
sift upon the stage of nature’s calming tryst
A nuisance to commuters traveling but to me its all a gift
Students scattering already running late for class
Laughter on the patio as some know the storm will always pass.
Listening to birds of enchantment perhaps they still see light
The truth of this beauty is that we’ll be alright.

PEEK-A-BOO

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Pouring from within darkness daylight spills
The Universe spoke
words of love, laughter and earthly thrills
As vibration reigned from the heavens above
Grow in spirit, while the fire burns subtle and still
Sowing the seeds of inspiration & will
This is your Existence…today.

It All Happened On The Beaches of Hot Sands…pt.3

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Briefly Interrupted,

Bewildered, our minds freed in the distance I noticed.

Gifted in our antics we both lost focus.

As we lay in the consequences of our very own little thrill

No…was never an option when the attraction was brewing still

You adjusted your sundress making access much easier

Perhaps a few snaps on instagram

catching you in those positions would make things a bit sleazier

Embedded in the quiet of still…just you and I….upon a desolate land

Warmth made whole and souls bonding as the effects of our auras

cause ripples on the shores of the Beaches of Hot Sands…

As Small As a Giant…Simply Our Creations

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The passion sits burning,
yearning to be manifested in the shadows of the mind
Aside of the window sill I sit still gazing at skylines and ushered escapes
Rushing through traffic for no one time seems to wait.
Elevators…they crowd many kilos over capacity,
sharing cubicles with the one guy who always seems to be mad at me.
Taxis cab, old ladies singing songs of the past, kids backpacked on the way to school they laugh.
Marta trains and rails, exchange of business via emails,
newspaper stands open, the scent of bagels fill the room
Mascara putting away gloom as sunshine and birds chirp bringing new hope to a life
that may be failing or disillusioned in doom

It all starts here…within.

From rooftops in the distance, state parks, rivers and trees

groomed and landscaped among other shrubberies.
Before it can be expelled to the breath of the physical,
mental patterns cascading sometimes makes all seem dismal.
These thought are as small as a giant…what’s time to these brainwaves racing.
Faster than the speed of those alike still different from one experience of might
The clean air, rainy days, cold stares, it’s all relative anyways.
Jack hammers and nail guns keep clambering
As marble and glass curtains skirt horizons and tower cranes,
Putting doubt in the minds of those naysayers who said nothing could be gained
All of these creations glamour before us; feast your eyes
Just look around,
It’s no surprise to my mind these thoughts made belief,
From ancient Egypt, to London, and Rome… even these urban streets
Nothing has changed…only the mind frames
Some want to add, others favor subtraction
A giant seeing no greater quality than
to place these thoughts into words…making blueprints with THESE actions.

It All Happened On The Beaches of Hot Sands…pt.2

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Anxiously given,

Each moment in lust subsided with our presence

Maybe it was her essence combined with the obsession.

Tickled in the rhythm of our fancies amidst ocean weather

Tequila and Red Stripes curious where I retrieved that feather.

Sweet kisses to your neck chased by my tongue with the sediments

Between those thighs it felt so evident.

Pheromones in the wind reminded me this was not just another game

I knew where mine was but did her heart feel the same?

Pulsating in the sand…it never did strike that maybe she had a man.

But here I am, with her…it all begin with a gesture at that

A little verbal greeting not even very much eye contact

Well maybe a split second or two

They always said they were the windows to the soul

This far I didn’t expect to go.

Traveling parallel to the stars similar to the birds singing in affinity.

Twilight in our minds from the airport she had remembered me.

On a highway of love next to a backroad by the shores of ecstasy.

Oooh yes, the mood is setting deeper under a cherry moon

Who knew it would come like this so soon

It All Happened On the Beaches of Hot Sands

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Seductively driven,
I waited patiently those moments of time preciously given
the sea played notes & scales…. ending only at g
pig latin in between satin sheets we translated… just you and me
Maybe the sign language and braille led me to your spot
What more could have been shared…there were no words
Minus a few consonants, no other nouns or verbs
Notice we’ve gotten warmer
it’s more than a breeze as our souls render it much too hot
The physical in tact
dopamine unshackled whispering this could never be over
your eyes never lie there’s nothing left to hold back
conducive to my heart making this love seem sober…