We Made It Through Monday

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If I could quickly transform these thought waves to patterns, I’d probably be somewhere orbiting next to Saturn,

or swimming in an ocean of my own free will amidst lost emotions…

contemplating my destiny next to a fork in the road of fiery notions

Here comes the Yellow Brick Road…Karma is like that sometimes

Perhaps the crossroads of my soul carry a touch to a game thats long been sold

But it ain’t no hearts I’m after…broke a few of my own,

been living life as such since the day I left home

I’d much rather bury a hatchet than a casket but sometimes we just miss the signs

flag on the play and we just get left behind

It’s Heaven we’re all after but sometimes just forget to unwind

My image may not be the same as yours but we all deserve to enjoy quality time.

Her, Me, & My A.D.H.D.

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There’s things I wanna do,

That I know you like too.

Riding the freeway passing the flask to you taking 2 sips,

As my hand slides in between those hips

No I don’t  drive and drink,

I just like to ride and think….lol

Love when you giggle, rub my hand, & give me those eyes…..mmmm delicious.

I can tell that you’re tipsy,

We don’t have to make it to our destination for you to kiss me.

I’ll pull over right here if you feel the heat,

I got a blanket for the hood, plus there’s plenty of backseat.

I don’t want no good girl, they ain’t good for me….

Bad girls offer so much more excitement you see.

Besides I need a remedy for my A.D.H.D.

Is it right for me to hinder you, knowing what you’ve been thru,

Or should I be a fill-in so the next no smooth talker doesn’t sweet-talk you

Sweep you off your feet, only to not catch you in return.

Love is something I yearn….but not right now

I’d much rather just make you smile…

As long as you can keep me on my toes.

But she can’t be lazy, her motivation & support has to drive me crazy.

Only cause she pushes me to do more…her mind I want to explore

Financial security and doing all those freaky things are a plus,

I need you to arouse my emoption every once and while…..just so I can tell you hush.

I don’t want no good girl, they ain’t good for me….

Bad girls offer so much more excitement you see.

Besides I need a remedy for my A.D.H.D.

You can grab my “D” in public you see… girl I ain’t scared.

But when I tell you “I’m ready, and let’s sneak to the dressing room…be prepared.

Don’t be shy when I nibble your ear whispering something during a movie,

Or I sit you down and tell you that you Move me…

Spiritually and beyond.

Don’t trip when I say life goes on…with or without…because you feel the same.

Not saying that the others are lame…..it’s just

I don’t want no good girl, they ain’t good for me….

Bad girls offer so much more excitement you see.

Besides I need a remedy for my A.D.H.D.

I guess I’m enticed by your gist….I can’t resist

Excuse me when I grab that, when your brother and mother not looking,

Or if I tell you I want you for my dessert when you in the kitchen cooking.

Now, on second thought..when I’m ready for a wife….

That good girl may be what I need in my life

But until then……

I don’t want no good girl, they ain’t good for me….

Bad girls offer so much more excitement you see.

Besides I need a remedy for my A.D.H.D.

A Day in the Life

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A year ago I noted this date as to where my mind would travel

Remaining stagnant is hard to adhere, perhaps relapse racing to and fro

I paused as I answered that very question to myself

Overlooking any shoulders to lean on…I wanted to do it without any help.

I can honestly say I lost a few friends in the process,

Gained one or two I consider my best.

The Soul within at the very top of my list,

And even if all others were dismissed… you are there.

Looking at this cycle as One whole,

Then again, I wouldn’t recommend the tribulations endured,

That made the anniversary to my revitalization so pure.

Individually grounded in an awakening, knowing there is no time and there never was a wound to heal.

Steer me closer yet keep me clear…a lighthouse to my mental a guiding light foreign to fear.

Don’t mind me… I’m just trying to make do with what my heart sees as real

See through me as I trod along an open path,

I will strive until the very spirit decides to fast.

It’s the Anniversary to my revitalization…to thyself  give cheers,

as we chant mantras in hopes of rejuvenation to our peers.

It’s the Anniversary of My Revitalization… I planned this a year ago,

Now that my revitalization is complete…there are no limits to where I may go…