Where Did My Sanity Go?

 

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So I was having a good time then I realized I was all alone
Who told my sanity to leave or go home?
I mean he was the only friend I had in this world so cold
And when my motivation loses focus, my sanity says be bold
Damn…why did someone insult my mind to influence a departure
Of the only thing there as my friend, comrade, allowing me to be an author
When the pen hits the pad or the keystrokes equal something riveting
I feel good, but without it…my well-being is inhibited.

Who in the hell told my sanity to leave….Damn You!!!!
I can’t even be mad, when I don’t know who to gear my anger towards
You don’t understand my sanity keeps me cool when I wanna act a fool
My sanity sad no when I was considering shit that would have caused harm to me and you
My sanity keeps me kosher, when I say I’m going crazy cause I haven’t seen the smile on my daughter’s face
My sanity says let it go, when I’m thinking of lost loves my mind has yet to erase
Its sanity that keeps us sane, but if you haven’t lost it and its still crazy
Who should you blame?

Somebody tell me…..Where in the hell did my sanity go?

My sanity, man…I tell you sometimes he can be so rude
If he was leaving, common courtesy would have said let me know what he’s going to do
I calmly hit him on the jack……Please come back

So sanity you just gon’ leave and not even give me a heads up?

I know it’s crazy, but with or without you..I refuse to be lackadaisical
Sanity, you left me… without letting me know or even asking for permission
Whether I can continue without you…..guess that’s my decision.

Where in the hell did my sanity go?

 

Finding you has become the ultimate mission

We Made It Through Monday

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If I could quickly transform these thought waves to patterns, I’d probably be somewhere orbiting next to Saturn,

or swimming in an ocean of my own free will amidst lost emotions…

contemplating my destiny next to a fork in the road of fiery notions

Here comes the Yellow Brick Road…Karma is like that sometimes

Perhaps the crossroads of my soul carry a touch to a game thats long been sold

But it ain’t no hearts I’m after…broke a few of my own,

been living life as such since the day I left home

I’d much rather bury a hatchet than a casket but sometimes we just miss the signs

flag on the play and we just get left behind

It’s Heaven we’re all after but sometimes just forget to unwind

My image may not be the same as yours but we all deserve to enjoy quality time.

“Raw In Nature”

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Deflected by the path of rectitude we walk in the footsteps of a cold dark society

But If the sun chooses to rise through the darkness and frail shadows …so should I…

Why, not?

I see myself as another being of light strayed away from the masses & blasphemy.

Raw in nature I am the nurturer to the brush of my own path and what awaits

And if I strive to please you I’d be a fool let alone condone my own soul’s will.

Stars aligned define a new meaning to existent and I too can participate in this silly

race

But I’d rather not waste  my vibes dancing amidst the same tune of destiny or fate….

I’ve always been more of One to Create…

if I too remain calm and persistent…woosah

Detachment from emotions we chant…Hoorah!

Never let it get you down…

why frown too many wrinkles in places that need not be anyhow…ha!

Catastrophes of this life’s illusion do blind the deceitful eye in sun shine.

A blink of any defiled scribes and misguided minds…oops, you missed it

Casting pearls before swine has never been a thought of mine yet I’d offer a helping mind.

Define time in this matrix of twisted distractions, guilt, and fear

Waking up moments before death only to realize your time was wasted here.

Breathe in…raw nature…Exhale… let it go